Now I'm just somebody that I used to know...

Today, it's very hard to look back, because I was truly happy with how the things where going. MS changed my life considerably and I have to get used to it, so today I will start struggling for my life and my health. I give myself no possibility to fail, because this is the only road to success.


You can think of me anything you want, but I don't want to die young. I have a long life to live and if anyone doesn't agree - shut it, because you are the one failing.


Everyone else - welcome to the new world of roads to success!

How will this end? Part 3

I was growing and learning lots of things about work, people, life... I had no idea that there exists such a thing like MS and when it struck me, it struck hard. Now I'm even being afraid to go out, because I might fall down at some point. 
I want to live and not be afraid.

I don't know how to end these messages... I guess we'll see how it'll turn up.


P.S. Today (4th of June) is my birthday. It's 1:40 AM and I'm writing here, because I'm despaired. Really want this nightmare to be over so I can start living my life again!
I will update my blog when I'll have the time. If anyone wants to comment - please do so and I will definitely reply.