Today I had a dream...

I dreamed that I ran a very long time... And I was very happy! Hope it will come true... 

Now I'm just somebody that I used to know...

Today, it's very hard to look back, because I was truly happy with how the things where going. MS changed my life considerably and I have to get used to it, so today I will start struggling for my life and my health. I give myself no possibility to fail, because this is the only road to success.


You can think of me anything you want, but I don't want to die young. I have a long life to live and if anyone doesn't agree - shut it, because you are the one failing.


Everyone else - welcome to the new world of roads to success!

How will this end? Part 3

I was growing and learning lots of things about work, people, life... I had no idea that there exists such a thing like MS and when it struck me, it struck hard. Now I'm even being afraid to go out, because I might fall down at some point. 
I want to live and not be afraid.

I don't know how to end these messages... I guess we'll see how it'll turn up.


P.S. Today (4th of June) is my birthday. It's 1:40 AM and I'm writing here, because I'm despaired. Really want this nightmare to be over so I can start living my life again!
I will update my blog when I'll have the time. If anyone wants to comment - please do so and I will definitely reply.

How will this end? Part2

At the end of my hospital stay, I was confident in two things:

1. I will get trough everything, because I have a lot of planes undone.
2. There is someone that is watching and helping me.

How will this end? Part1

Every human was born trough pain... and every human learns what 'pain' means trough his own experience. I will tell you my story.